Thursday, February 26, 2009

Other ways of representing a performance, besides writing a script

I've been thinking about RVCBard's efforts to go off the beaten paths of dialogue-oriented analytical plays. I've been thinking that it might require going off the beaten paths of scriptwriting, and that it might require a cast and crew who have had some experience with what the performance is about, and who participate in developing the performance.

I tried googling "other ways of representing," with "plays" and "scripts," and a lot of results are about visual representations. A few other ideas came up using other senses, but one result was in a different direction altogether:

"Thus 1.0 and 0.999... are two different decimal numerals representing the natural number 1. There are infinitely many other ways of representing the number 1, for example 2/2, 3/3, 1.00, 1.000, and so on.

(Number, in Wikipedia)

Infinitely many ways of representing, yes . . .

I wonder, has anyone ever tried writing two or three scripts for the same play? What about a comic strip representation and a musical representation for the same performance, developed and applied separately? The performers might practice the two performances separately, then combine them into one, or present them one after the other. That might mean two or three times as much work for everyone. The performance might need to be shortened and simplified, but the possibilities might make it worthwhile.

It reminds me of front, side and top views in mechanical drawing. One flat drawing can not convey all the information needed to construct a solid object. One representation of a performance might not be enough to give a cast and crew everything they need to create the kind of performance Bard wants to create.

I'm wondering how all this might be applied to my performances.

Baha'u'llah wrote:

"Deal ye one with another with the utmost love and harmony, with friendliness and fellowship. . . . Exert yourselves that ye may attain this transcendent and most sublime station, the station that can insure the protection and security of all mankind. This goal excelleth every other goal, and this aspiration is the monarch of all aspirations. . . . At one time We spoke in the language of the lawgiver; at another in that of the truth-seeker and the mystic, and yet Our supreme purpose and highest wish hath always been to disclose the glory and sublimity of this station."

(Baha'u'llah, Epistle to the Son of the Wolf, p. 14)

Some God-centered performances might revolve more around what He says in the language of the lawgiver, others more around what He says in the language of the truth-seeker and mystic. Looking at it that way might help improve my relationships with some people.

Saturday, February 21, 2009

Promoting the love of God

O thou son of the Kingdom! All things are beneficial if joined with the love of God; and without His love all things are harmful, and act as a veil between man and the Lord of the Kingdom. When His love is there, every bitterness turneth sweet, and every bounty rendereth a wholesome pleasure. For example, a melody, sweet to the ear, bringeth the very spirit of life to a heart in love with God, yet staineth with lust a soul engrossed in sensual desires. And every branch of learning, conjoined with the love of God, is approved and worthy of praise; but bereft of His love, learning is barren -- indeed, it bringeth on madness. Every kind of knowledge, every science, is as a tree: if the fruit of it be the love of God, then is it a blessed tree, but if not, that tree is but dried-up wood, and shall only feed the fire.

(Selections from the Writings of Abdu'l-Baha, p. 180)

I'm writing this with an imaginary reader in mind, someone who sees her heart possessed by Baha'u'llah. It could also possibly mean something to someone who sees her heart possessed by God, without thinking of it in Baha'i terms, or even without thinking of it in theistic terms.

I'm thinking of the activities of Baha'is and other people in the framework for action of the House of Justice. I'm imagining that some of that activity is joined with the love of God, and some isn't. As I understand it, that makes all the difference between the good and harm it can do.

I'm not imagining that it makes no difference what we do, as long as it's joined with the love of God. I'm intensely interested in promoting devotion to the interests of the House of Justice, and in that context the framework for action. I'm just turning my attention for now to the spirit of hearts possessed by God, and how to help develop and spread that spirit. Maybe it's as simple as practicing more awareness of when there's more of that spirit in what I'm doing, and doing more of that.

Another idea:

"From the texts of the wondrous, heavenly Scriptures they should memorize phrases and passages bearing on various instances, so that in the course of their speech they may recite divine verses whenever the occasion demandeth it, inasmuch as these holy verses are the most potent elixir, the greatest and mightiest talisman."

I might memorize passages about doing things in the right spirit, and recite them in my conversations with myself.

Friday, February 20, 2009

People of Baha, and the House of Justice

"Our mission is to seize and possess the hearts of men."

(Baha'u'llah, Gleanings from the Writings of Baha'u'llah, p. 211)

Now I'm imagining myself talking to people who feel their hearts possessed by Baha'u'llah, and who see themselves devoted to the interests of the House of Justice, as part of their devotion to Baha'u'llah. I'm imagining that in order for the framework for action to serve His purposes, it needs to be done in the right spirit. I'm imagining that that spirit is the spirit of a heart possessed by Baha'u'llah. I'm imagining that it needs to grow and spread, and be freed from its shackles.

In "One Common Faith," the House of Justice discussed some of those shackles, and what to do about them. The framework for action is itself a response to those needs, but in my understanding it can be misused and get in its own way. I want to consider what possibilities might come with a heart possessed by Baha'u'llah, to help develop and spread that spirit, and to help free it from its shackles.

I have a master strategy now for everything I want to promote:
1. Multiply and deepen my friendships.
2. Improve my own practice of what I want to promote.

Not that I invented it. I see both of those ideas permeating Baha'i writings.

I'm currently living in China. One idea I have for developing friendships is learning to speak Chinese! Another is to start what people call an "English circle." A periodic gathering of people who want to practice English with a native speaker. Another is to try to develop friendships with people I meet at the monthly devotions for foreign Baha'is.

I'm considering what I can do to help develop that spirit in myself, and bring it with me more and more into everything I do, including what I do in the framework for action.

"Subdue the citadels of men's hearts"

"O people of Baha! Subdue the citadels of men's hearts with the swords of wisdom and of utterance."

(The Summons of the Lord of Hosts, p. 76)

Some things become a lot easier when I imagine myself talking to someone who has agreed for God to subdue her heart.

Say: We have ordained that our Cause be taught through the power of utterance. Beware lest ye dispute idly with anyone. Whoso ariseth wholly for the sake of his Lord to teach His Cause, the Holy Spirit shall strengthen him and inspire him with that which will illumine the heart of the world, how much more the hearts of those who seek Him. O people of Baha! Subdue the citadels of men's hearts with the swords of wisdom and of utterance. They that dispute, as prompted by their desires, are indeed wrapped in a palpable veil. Say: The sword of wisdom is hotter than summer heat, and sharper than blades of steel, if ye do but understand. Draw it forth in My name and through the power of My might, and conquer then with it the cities of the hearts of them that have secluded themselves in the stronghold of their corrupt desires. Thus biddeth you the Pen of the All-Glorious, whilst seated beneath the swords of the wayward.

(The Summons of the Lord of Hosts, p. 76)

In my understanding, at least part of drawing forth the swords of wisdom and of utterance is memorizing some words of God that we might be able to use in our conversations.

The sanctified souls should ponder and meditate in their hearts regarding the methods of teaching. From the texts of the wondrous, heavenly Scriptures they should memorize phrases and passages bearing on various instances, so that in the course of their speech they may recite divine verses whenever the occasion demandeth it, inasmuch as these holy verses are the most potent elixir, the greatest and mightiest talisman. So potent is their influence that the hearer will have no cause for vacillation. I swear by My life! This Revelation is endowed with such a power that it will act as the lodestone for all nations and kindreds of the earth. Should one pause to meditate attentively he would recognize that no place is there, nor can there be, for anyone to flee to.
(Tablets of Baha'u'llah, p. 200)

"The sanctified souls . . ."

That brings up a lifelong inhibition that I need to reconsider, and maybe I'm not alone in that. I don't dare think of myself as one of "the sanctified souls," or "the people of Baha," or "the true lovers." I can't do it. I just can't. And yet, if He's talking to me . . . how I wish for it to be so . . . then I need to understand it that way. All I can think of to do now, is imagine that it might be so, and respond accordingly.

Scripts and the spirit

Now I'm thinking of the framework the House of Justice is promoting as a script for a performance by the Baha'i community, and I see some of the same issues coming up with that, that I've seen RVCBard dealing with. It gives me some ideas about the people of Baha and the framework for action.

In order for the framework to serve Baha'u'llah's purposes, it needs to be used in the right spirit. That might be the spirit of a heart subdued by God. We might help by cherishing, nourishing and exercising that spirit in ourselves and others.

With Bard, if people try to explain why the characters are doing what they do, or speculate about what she's trying to say, it will only get in the way. With the framework, it can get in its own way in a variety of ways. I've discussed some of those ways in my Wayfarer's blog. Here I want to focus on possibilities for a heart subdued by God. I don't need to know if my heart is being subdued by God. It's enough to imagine that it might be, and to hope so.

Thursday, February 19, 2009

Self-awareness and mutual awareness of people whose hearts God has turned to Him

I'm exploring the idea of promoting self-awareness, and mutual awareness, encouragement and support, among people of all religions and ideologies, whose hearts God has turned to Him. That might include talking to each other about what we're doing and about the responsibilities and possibilities that come with that.

I'm not imagining that I'll be doing that much on line, least of all in this blog. This is mostly to help me organize my thoughts. I'm doing it on line, because, well, why not? Everything to gain, and nothing to lose.

I'm thinking now of talking to some people in my family, and other people in my life, who might understand what I'm talking about.

Performance issues

Some of the issues I see RVCBard struggling with seem very relevant to some of my interests.

I see her wondering how to write a script that will help performers and cast members give an audience what she wants to give them, without prescribing what they will see. One way I'm thinking of it is that she wants to help people see the magic all around them. What she wants to give people is not in the motives and purposes of the characters, or in some statement she might be making. Speculating about the motives and purposes of the characters, or about what she's trying to say, will only get in the way.

I'm not trying to write a script, but I am trying to propose some ideas for a kind of performance by people whose hearts God has turned to Him, which includes helping people see the magic all around us, and putting a new spirit into the life of society. I want people to see their own possibilities for themselves, and not read too much into the specifics of our performances.

"Be not careless of the virtues with which ye have been endowed"

Here's an example of what I've been thinking about:

O friends! Be not careless of the virtues with which ye have been endowed, neither be neglectful of your high destiny. Suffer not your labors to be wasted through the vain imaginations which certain hearts have devised. Ye are the stars of the heaven of understanding, the breeze that stirreth at the break of day, the soft-flowing waters upon which must depend the very life of all men, the letters inscribed upon His sacred scroll. With the utmost unity, and in a spirit of perfect fellowship, exert yourselves, that ye may be enabled to achieve that which beseemeth this Day of God.

(Gleanings from the Writings of Baha'u'llah, p. 195)

"With the utmost unity, and in a spirit of perfect fellowship . . ."

That might include talking to each other about what we're doing.

Responsibilities and possibilities of hearts turned to God

I see myself trying to follow Baha'u'llah, trusting Him, subordinating my interests and ideas to His, trying to continually improve my understanding and practice of His purposes and prescriptions. I feel welcome to follow my own interests and ideas, within the limits of His prescriptions, but I never equate my interests or ideas with His, and I imagine His are better than mine, and always will be. I hope to continually improve in understanding and following them.

I see a possibility that this is what God means by turning to Him. A Christian might feel the same way about Christ, and that might be what salvation means in Biblical terms. A Jew might feel the same way about some or all of the Hebrew scriptures, and a Muslim might feel the same way about the Qur'an. I don't know. I have an idea what it looks like when a heart is turned to God in a Baha'i or Christian context. I don't have much of an idea in other contexts of what it looks like, conceptually. In terms of action I imagine that in any context I would see a person using some scriptures to help her improve herself, to spread the knowledge and love of God, and to help improve the world.

I'm not sure there's any way for me, or anyone else, to know if any particular person, including me, is turned to God, or saved, or whatever. I hope I am or will be, and I want to act accordingly.

To put it in the context of practicing and promoting better conduct, different people might have different reasons and conceptual frameworks for doing that. There could be a variety of discussions in the contexts of those reasons and frameworks, and I would welcome any comments from anyone in any context, about practicing and promoting better conduct. I'm particularly interested just now in the context of turning to God, and that might continue for some time, but I imagine I would be thrilled to have any kind of discussion with anyone in any context, about practicing and promoting better conduct.

Back to the topic of this post: I want to discuss with people of all religions and ideologies who think God might have turned their hearts to Him, the responsibilities and possibilities that might come with that. As an example from my own experience, I'll be discussing some words of Baha'u'llah addressed to the people of Baha, and some ideas about practicing and promoting devotion to the interests of the House of Justice.

For people who don't think in monotheistic terms, or any theistic terms at all, I haven't learned yet how to describe the condition I'm talking about. I would welcome any help that anyone would like to offer. I imagine some kind of deep, abiding interest in improving yourself, and in helping to improve the world. Some kind of idea of some kind of force for good. Some body of writings that speaks for that force, where you find wisdom and moral support and a standard of conduct, and where your interests and ideas are continually challenged and improved.

People of Baha, and the House of Justice: about the discussion

I was going to write a series of posts about the people of Baha and the framework for action of the House of Justice. Now I'm thinking of it as a series about the people of Baha and the interests of the House of Justice, with the framework as an example.

Some thoughts, at random:

- I have an idea that there are some responsibilities and possibilities associated with having a heart turned to God, and that it might help to discuss them.

- I want to help promote more devotion to the interests of the House of Justice.

- More specifically, I'd like to discuss promoting the interests of the House of Justice, with people whose hearts are turned to God.

- I don't want this discussion to be for Baha'is only.

- I will be discussing Baha'u'llah's words addressed to the people of Baha, and promoting the interests of the House of Justice. That might make it uninteresting for anyone but Baha'is to follow the discussion. It might be possible for other people to see it as a discussion about responsibilities and possibilities of having a heart turned to God, using examples from my own experience. I would want them to feel welcome to respond with examples from their own experience.

- I'm not imagining that the discussion I want to have will happen much in this blog. I'm imagining that I will be reading and commenting in the blogs of some people of other religions and ideologies, and that what I write here will help me organize my thoughts for those discussions.

- Possibly some followers of Baha'u'llah will eventually find this blog, and post some of their ideas and experiences here. I might write with them in mind, to help me organize my thoughts.

Monday, February 16, 2009

Improving ourselves to improve the world

In an earlier post, in response to a comment from RVCBard, I wrote about the Jewish concept of Tikkun Olam, and Sen McGlinn's discussion of islah-e ‘aalam.

I did some research to learn more about those concepts.

The Israeli Tikkun Blog
Understanding the world we live in, so we can make it better.
This means that the Jewish people have been praying for world Repair for at least a thousand years. But for many years this was understood by the Sages to mean "Repairing the Character”, or perfecting the moral character of the Jewish believer. Many tracts were written about "Tikkun Midot" attempting to explain the working of the human soul and how to perfect yourself . . .
I see improving myself as an indispensable part of helping to improve the world.

Islah-e-Batin
Purification of the inner self

Islah literally translated in English means purification. As in any language, word for word translation cannot justify the essence of the meaning between languages. Islah also denotes the meaning of repair or fix. A more detailed analysis also reveals the meaning of reform. So in essence Islah means to purify by fixing or reforming.
According to Sen McGlinn, Shoghi Effendi translated Islah-e 'aalam as "ever-advancing civilization,” “the reformation of this age,” “rehabilitate the fortunes of mankind,” the “betterment of the world” and “to reconstruct the world."

Learning what moves each person to loving action

In a comment to an earlier post, RVCBard wrote:

"For some, life is the ultimate value. For others, it's truth. And even more people value freedom. Understanding each person's values, and how they influence their attitudes and behaviors, does a lot to put your mind in the proper perspective for understanding them and helping them understand you."

Yes. In my relationships with people of different religious and ideologies, I would like to learn more about what moves each person to loving action.

"Ever-advancing civilization" aka . . .

In a comment to an earlier post, RVCBard wrote:

"This is closely in line with what Judaism calls tikkun olam - repair of the world (or - perhaps more accurately - perfection of the world).

That reminded me of Sen's post about the betterment of the world. He wrote:

to carry forward an ever-advancing civilization” in the original is islah-e ‘aalam. Elsewhere the Guardian translates the same phrase as “the reformation of this age”, “rehabilitate the fortunes of mankind,” the “betterment of the world” and “to reconstruct the world.

Trying not to deliver a message

I've seen some artists working very hard to avoid saying anything with their works. I might be starting to understand that better. For example, I would like people to learn to see the magic all around us, beyond the impoverished routine meanings of daily life. I can see how it might seem self-defeating to try to tell people specifically what they will see. I face a similar challenge with the writings of Baha'u'llah. For most of my life I've avoided trying to tell people what they mean to me, because I don't want them to be limited by my imperfect or even deformed understanding. If I tell them what I see, they might not look any farther, and simply reproduce my mistakes.

In my experience and observation, trying to avoid saying anything might only result in hiding from ourselves what we are saying to people. Often when I've seen people saying that they don't try to control or change people, it seemed to me that they were fooling themselves, which can have even worse results than consciously seeking to change other people's behavior and ideas. It certainly is harder for me to deal with, when I'm the person whose ideas and behavior someone is trying to change. If the person is doing it frankly, consciously and deliberately, then we can discuss and resolve any problems that might come up. Also, it's very confusing and frustrating for me when someone is trying to change me, and denying it even to herself.

If we try to avoid saying anything in our performances, rather than giving them the freedom we want to give them, to discover their own magic, we might make it even harder for them to escape from the confines of our own thoughts and feelings.

What else can we do? Maybe communicate more, rather than less. Maybe tell people what we see, and invite them to look for something else. Maybe give them examples of how to do that, and invite them to look for better ways. Maybe learn to do it better ourselves. How do we see possibilities in other people's works that they might not see themselves? How can we do it better? It seems to me that if I want to see something in a person's work besides what she sees, it would help me to know what she sees. Otherwise, how would I know if I'm seeing something that she didn't see?

Here's another thought: Even if we aren't fooling ourselves, in spite of our denials, people might be too busy trying to guess what we mean, what we're trying to say, to look beyond it. If we tell them our own thoughts and feelings right from the start, and invite them frankly to look beyond that, we can give them a head start.

I'll be thinking about that.

RVCBard and me

I just realized that what RVCBard is trying to do is all about deeds, not words.
In a comment to the previous post, RVCBard asked some questions that interest me very much.

One question was:

"What does support and encouragement look like for you?"

In response to my statement that I can easily imagine people responding to what God says to hearts that are turned to Him, in a Christian context, not so easily in other contexts, she wrote:

"Could you be more specific?"

I'll try to give examples of what support looks like to me, but it's easier for me to say what it feels like. It feels like stopping in Rivendell on the way to Mordor, and people listening eagerly to my story, and caring about what has happened to me and what's ahead of me, and giving me some information and supplies that I might need. It feels like someone walking beside me on the trail, and sharing hardships, adventures and good times along the way.

Examples of what it looks like:
- Someone to talk to about where I've been and where I'm going, and showing friendly interest and asking friendly questions.
- Someone who is trying to do something like what I'm trying to do, and talking to me about it.
- Someone giving me information and ideas that I can really use.
- Someone doing something that I might have wanted to do if I had thought of it and could have done it.

More concretely, some examples I've seen were some books and materials that someone gave us sometimes in Richmond that helped us with Patty's Kindergarten class and helped me with what I was trying to do with children in our neighborhood.

Another example was when I was learning to work and walk with marginalized people in my community, and I noticed other people doing that too, and talking to me about it.

Another example is in help forums when people give you answers you can actually use, without making you feel stupid, and without scolding you for not knowing all the information they'll need in advance.

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I can easily imagine a Christian context for responding to what God says to hearts that are turned to Him, because I can relate it to Christian concepts of salvation and giving your life to Christ, and I've known Christians who seem to me to be turned to God, and moved to loving action by His words. I can easily imagine in what terms a Christian might describe the relationship with God that I'm thinking of. I don't have any ideas about how other people might describe it. I understand that "Islam" means submission to God, that could be a way of describing the relationship I'm talking about. I can imagine people being moved to loving action by words from the Koran or from the Hebrew scriptures or from any other scriptures, but I don't have any experience with that. I have some experience with that from the Hebrew scriptures, but only in a Christian context. I can easily imagine others besides Christians being moved the same way, but I don't imagine they would describe their feelings in the same terms, and I have no personal experience with any other conceptual framework for those scriptures.

For example, Baha'u'llah writes with intense feeling about Zion and Carmel, but I have no idea what those feelings are all about. I went through the Hebrew scriptures looking for something that would help me understand. I got some vague ideas about precious memories of peace, justice, prosperity and beauty, but I have no idea if I came anywhere close to what Baha'u'llah is talking about.

Sunday, February 15, 2009

Some more thoughts about the people of Baha

Before I continue studying words of Baha'u'llah addressed to the people of Baha, I want to look some more at some possible implications of "people of Baha."

I hesitate to think of "the people of Baha" as specific people who can be identified, even by each other, and I hesitate to think of myself as one of them. Even if I did so, I would want to avoid depreciating other people's relationships with Baha'u'llah. At the same time, I have an idea that it might be good for the people of Baha to encourage and support each other in promoting the framework for action, and that it might help to set that in the context of what Baha'u'llah says to them about their responsibilities and possibilities.

For now I'll just think of the feelings I have when I see "O people of Baha," and imagine some other people might feel the same way, and that we might encourage and support each other somehow in learning to follow Baha'u'llah.

I don't want this to be for Baha'is only. In my understanding this is really about our hearts being turned to God. I would like to see people of all religions and ideologies, including nontheistic ones, encouraging and supporting each other in responding to what God says to hearts that are turned to Him. I can easily imagine what that might mean in a Christian context, not so easily in other contexts. I'm wondering how we might talk to each other about our feelings, ideas, aspirations and experiences in responding to God's call.

I might try to spend some time with some Christians, Buddhists, pagans and other people, looking for signs of hearts turned to God and stirred to action by His words, trying to learn from them and learn to encourage and support them.

People of Baha, the framework, and better conduct

This blog is supposed to be about practicing and promoting better conduct on the Internet, and responding to harmful conduct and to questions it raises in people's minds. I decided to use it for a series of posts about the people of Baha and the framework for action. I don't have any ideas for now about how that might fit into the description.

Saturday, February 14, 2009

People of Baha

I'm a little confused about what I want to do with a series of posts about the people of Baha and the framework for action.

I would would like to see a growing and spreading love for the framework, and for everything the House of Justice is promoting. Currently my strategy for promoting something is to deepen my friendships with people, develop more friendships, and try to improve my practice of what I want to promote. In the case of the framework for action, an idea came to me to write about the framework in the context of what Baha'u'llah says to the people of Baha. I'm not sure why. It might do something to help the people of Baha promote the framework.

I have an idea that one question that needs to be addressed is the diversity among Baha'is in their relationships with Baha'u'llah. In particular it looks to me like many or even most Baha'is think very little in terms of following Baha'u'llah and serving His purposes. I have a habit of imagining that "Baha'i" means "follower of Baha'u'llah," someone who is devoted to serving His purposes, in accordance with His prescriptions. That has repeatly led me to dead ends, communication gaps, and sometimes distrust and estrangement.

I'm trying to learn to be aware of possible differences in the relationships of Baha'is with Baha'u'llah, without depreciating other people's relationships with Him.

When I think of the words "O people of Baha," or "O ye moth-like lovers of His light," a loving, yearning feeling wells up inside me, with a wish to respond in action. I'm imagining some other people feeling the same way sometimes, and that it might be good for us to study the framework for action in the light of Baha'u'llah's words addressed to the people of Baha. I would like to learn to do that without being confused and distracted by the lack of personal interest in Baha'u'llah that I see among Baha'is, and without depreciating their relationships with Him. Maybe some others who feel the way I do towards Baha'u'llah have had the same problem. If so, it might help to discuss it.

Now I'm not sure what else to say about it. I've learned some ways to manage my temptations to depreciate people's interests and ideas. Maybe I just need to consider how to apply those specifically to this case.

One thought that comes to me now is, if some Baha'is are not moved the way I am by personal feelings towards Baha'u'llah, it might help me to learn more about what does move them to want to serve His purposes. I already see that people can be moved to serve His purposes without ever having heard of Him. One way to stop depreciating something is to learn to appreciate it. Maybe I can try to learn more about what moves other people, and learn to appreciate it more.

Friday, February 13, 2009

Relationships with Baha'u'llah

Now I'll discuss my understanding and practice of turning to Baha'u'llah, and some different kinds of possible relationships with Baha'u'llah.

"Turning to Baha'u'llah" might mean different things to different people. First I want to discuss what God means by it. In saying that I'm not imagining that I know what God means by it. I'm imagining that what Baha'u'llah says about the supreme importance of turning to Him has to do with whatever God means by that, and not with what anyone else might mean by it.

I'm not imagining that there's any way to know who has turned to God and who hasn't, including me. I'm not even sure that it's as simple as some people being turned to Him and others not. Maybe I'm turned to Him sometimes and sometimes not. Maybe part of me is turned to Him and part of me is not. Even though He invites us to turn to Him, I'm not sure it's something we can do deliberately, the way we can turn our bodies. Certainly we can turn our thoughts to the Kingdom as I've seen Abdu'l-Baha inviting us to do, and our efforts to turn to Him might be an indispensable part of turning to Him.

Thinking in Biblical terms of salvation and grace, I'm imagining that turning to God is not entirely our own doing. It's something that's given to us. If it comes through His grace, then maybe we can help each other by learning to help surround each other with His grace.

I've been thinking recently about a possible difference I see between my relationship with Baha'u'llah, and the relationship of some other people with him who call themselves Baha'is. I subordinate my interests and ideas to His, and it looks to me like they subordinate His interests and ideas to theirs, or possibly equate His with theirs. That came into focus for me while I was thinking about what it means to turn to Him, but I'm not sure how closely the two are related. Even if I'm mistaken about the people I have in mind, there might be people who are interested in Baha'u'llah, who love some of His writings and some of what they see Him promoting, and who even look up to Him, without subordinating their interests and ideas to His.

If the people I have in mind are subordinating Baha'u'llah's interests and ideas to theirs, or equating His with theirs, that would do a lot to help explain some things in their attitudes and behavior that have sometimes puzzled me and troubled me. Considering that possibility might help improve my relationships with them.

Apart from that, it's easier for me understand the possibilities in my relationships with people who don't call themselves Baha'is but who approve of some of Baha'u'llah's writings and purposes, and would like to help practice and promote them.

The people of Baha and the framework for action

I need to take a break from Internet discussions, but I'm planning to continue reading some blogs. One is a blog that I had chosen for systematic and sustained efforts to practice encouragement and support. Another one is one that I just discovered, that I also want to continue encouraging. There are a few others that I want to follow.

I might also take a few more steps in the series of articles I wanted to post about the people of Baha and the framework for action. I still don't have a clear idea of what to do. Maybe I'll write about some of my ideas and experiences as I try to deepen my own understanding, and improve my own practice, in using the framework for action to serve Baha'u'llah's purposes.

I'll try describing where I am now in my understanding and practice.

One way I've thought of the framework for action is that it provides a continually improving environment for people who are interested, to improve their capacity to serve Baha'u'llah's purposes. I might discuss how the various components contribute to that, and how they work together. I might discuss different kinds of relationships people might have with Baha'u'llah, and how that might affect what they can do with the framework for action.

For most of my life a recurring question for me has been what I might do to make my life more pleasing to God. I was eager to go through the Ruhi courses because I saw in them a way to systematically improve my knowledge, understanding and capacity. Then I wanted to help individuals who were interested in the courses but who weren't ready to participate in organized classes with other people. I wanted to go through tutor training to improve my work with individuals. After I went through some of the books I realized the importance of the practices and that I hadn't done much with them. I went back and tried to do them, and I did some research to learn how to help other people do them. I also decided that one way to improve my capacity to serve intensive growth programs would be to develop a passion for teaching, and more specifically to learn to invite people to activities.

Before I moved to China, I was going to a friend's house for prayers once a week, and we were working through Ruhi Book 1 together and discussing plans for some work we wanted to do with some children and junior youth. I tried to find some intensive growth programs somewhere that I could participate in, so I could bring the spirit and some ideas about it back into my community. I was trying to get together with some people who had been through the tutor training but who were having trouble doing anything with it, so we could help each other to take some beginning steps. I was having a lot of trouble getting started.

I was also trying to help develop ways for people who weren't participating in institute courses to get part of the training some other way if they were interested, through mentoring for example.

When our community started practicing for intensive teaching campaigns, I didn't participate in the initial teaching, but I started visiting one of the homes.

Besides practicing and promoting all the components of the framework for action, at the same time I was promoting some ideas and pursuing some initiatives of my own, and practicing and promoting encouragement and support of others doing the same, regardless of how anyone thought they fit into community goals and plans. I was also trying to prevent and counteract people being stigmatized for not participating in institute courses, or in any other part of community goals and plans. In my understanding it is contrary to Baha'u'llah's purposes and to the interests of the House of Justice to stigmatize people for not participating in community goals and plans, or to depreciate initiatives outside of them.

My own inititatives revolved around neighborhood community service and development, working with children and junior youth, and walking and working with people in the margins of the Baha'i community, online and offline.

It would please me very much to see more and more people voluntarily starting their own core activities, going through the sequence of institute courses including the practices, fully participating in reflection meetings, inviting non-members into the core activities, preparing to participate in intensive teaching campaigns, promoting their own ideas and pursuing their own initiatives, and learning to encourage and support each other in all that, in ways that really help and without stigmazing anyone who isn't interested.

It would please me very much to see individuals and institutions learning to offer the kind of encouragement and support to people that really helps, in the challenges they're facing and in what they're trying to do with their lives, regardless of how it fits into community goals and plans.

Responding to acrimonious debates

As I see it, what divides people in acrimonious debates is not what they're debating about. What divides them is their divisiveness. In that case it might be worse than futile to try to resolve the conflicts by reasoning with the people involved. Appealing to them to change their attitudes and behavior towards each other might be just as futile.

One way I see to try to improve the situation is by developing friendships with individuals, and participating in any beneficial discussions that might come up.

Thursday, February 12, 2009

Baha'i Epistolary

I just discovered Baha'i Epistolary.

Not that I've never heard of it before. I have, but I've just now discovered it.

I see in it a lot of the better conduct that I would like to promote. More than that, I see in it some of the better conduct that I would like to learn myself.

Friday, February 06, 2009

Reading people's blogs

Some time ago I said I would like to help organize the Internet to facilitate networking among people who are learning to help spread peace, justice, beauty and kindness. Now I'm looking into the other end of the telescope. I want to look for people who are learning to help spread peace, justice, beauty and kindness, to learn from them, to learn to offer encouragement and support that really helps, and to help them find and use support networks.

What good we might do on the Internet

I want to do all the good I can do, and be the best person I can be.
I want everything Baha'u'llah wants for me.
That might include what good I can do on the Internet.
I'd like to be part of some networks of people who are trying to do all the good they can do, and be the best people they can be, encouraging and supporting each other, and learning from each other.
I'd like to be part of some support networks of people who are following Baha'u'llah.
I'd like to help develop those networks.
I'd like to learn what good we can do, individually and together, on the Internet.
I'd like to practice and promote reading people's blogs, learning from them, and learning to offer encouragement and support that really helps.

What can I do next, to make my life more pleasing to God?
Maybe study the dynamics, looking for ideas for developing and applying my capacities.

What can I do next, to do make better use of the Internet?
Maybe study BIA documents some more, looking for ideas.
Maybe browse through some blogs, looking for ideas.